Full-Blown Suffering: My Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe discomfort behind a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts suggest bizarre remedies for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a